Damn body.

So, I'm feeling terribly down at the moment. I feel really fat and unhealthy and unhappy....actually, no. I just feel fat and unhappy. I really don't have any health complaints. I feel quite healthy.

And this is the problem. Healthy doesn't always mean skinny and skinny doesn't always mean healthy.

Which side of the fence am I on?

The skinny side, of course.

See, people who are unhealthy and skinny are judged dramatically differently than people who are unhealthy and fat. Do I even need to elaborate here?

Bad health can be hidden and treated....fat, on the other hand, cannot (well, at least with a magic pill that takes effect over night)

I am an Asian girl who weighs 140 pounds at 5'2". I should be somewhere around 115 pounds. And I absolutely despise my arms, shoulders, and calves. What can I do about these things? Lower my body fat. And then what? Well, if I'm not satisfied, I will just have to change my mindset...

BTW, I fucking HATE when I'm told that I need to change my mindset. No, mother fucker, no.

I think I'll just stay pissed off at my broad shoulders, overdeveloped triceps, and ridiculous calves.

And maybe one day, when I'm tired of crying about myself, I'll go suck on a tailpipe and check myself out.